My name is Elin - A pro cycling lover's reflections

Just to tell you

Category: Love

I am feeling so stressed sometimes when I don't have time to write here, because I really want to publish things all the time. But there is so many other things that I have to do. Today, I pondered if I should just tell you guys that, "I am sorry, but I won't continue writing here, at least not as often as I used to." But I don't feel like doing that either. I want to continue writing, but maybe accept that I will not have as much time to write anymore. Maybe I just have to accept that only one or two things will be written daily. But maybe I should write these two things with all my love for cycling.

I have followed Paris-Nice and Tirreno-Adriatico in the last couple of days, and I have really enjoyed it. Every night, I check the results to see how things have been going, to make sure that Sergey Lagutin or anybody else are not injured.

The thing is, right now I work, I swim, I walk a lot, eat five-six times per day, and I write my novel. There isn't much time to write other things, but I don't want to leave this place just yet. I will never make a living from this blog, but I can at least share everything to the few people who read this.

Because, since I moved to Estonia, I have lost massive lots of readers and I have also lost some of my motivation because I didn't feel it was so much fun to write for two readers per day anymore.

Soon, I will travel back to Sweden for a few days, and I will see what will happen then when I have more time.

Kind regards,